Moved

I was just rocked by this:

"If you don't have something in your life that can make your heart pound, that can move you either to tears of joy or tears of sorrow in about thirty seconds, then my friend, you are no fully alive. Life is too precious to go on in such a half-awake condition. You can do better. You deserve better."

This comes from Dr.Wess Stafford's book, Too Small to Ignore: Why the Least of These Matters Most. This is by far one of the best books I've ever read. This needs to be added to my small collection.

So what is it that makes your heart pound and bring you to tears in 30 seconds?

Exposed

Lights are a key item in every home, store, factory, room, and crevice here in America.

I don't know about your mom but as soon as I enter Walmart with mine, she always says in this Jersey accent, "I HATE this place! I HATE these lights! They hurt my eyes! Never again! You know I don't like this place!" It's true, we know! We know this will be quoted almost word for word EVERY time we step into Walmart.

My current roommate here in Te-haus typically comes in sometime in the middle of the night and for the first week she had moved in, I would keep the outside light on, as well as a living room light, and then the bathroom light in our room. When I would get up the next morning, she was in bed but then all of the lights I left on for here were still on.

I may be the extreme but I'm semi-OCD with turning off the lights after I exit a room. Also, I'm not all about paying the electric bill! So I started leaving it pitch black in the house except for one light, the bathroom.

"Then Jesus told them, 'You are going to have light just a little while longer. Walk while you have the light, before darkness overtakes you. The man who walks in the darkness does not know where he is going. Put your trust in the light while you have it, so that you may become sons of light.'" ~John12:35-36

Then a few verses/some time later, Jesus says, "I have come into the world as a light, so that no one who believes in me should stay in darkness."

The light is Christ. In the first verse he's talking to this crowd who was asking a bunch of questions but was talking about himself being the light but not being physically with them very long and the darkness would come then. As you can see though, this also applies to us right now!

A few years ago I was watching this movie (which I recently saw again but already forget which one it was) and I head this quote that was like "my quote" for the year and it was, "To be a small light in a dark room."

It's easy for us sometimes to want to back out of life and just chill in the darkness. Let's admit, there are a ton of things out there that look appealing but we know are dark, and yet we think, "Oh, just this once" or "If I do it one time... it won't become a habit" and then shortly down the road we find ourselves with the match having be struck, burning down to our fingers, blown out and at the smoking stage and being completely in the dark...not to mention the stick behind.

About matches. If you poo and light a match, it totally takes over whatever smell's in the room. Same with sin, that junk takes over and snuff's out anything good in your life... and then lingers on for a while.

With light though, you light one match and the whole room lights up! Check out this couch some friends and I burnt a few weeks ago. It only took one match to start this thing and within less than 5 minutes it was fully ablaze.

*** As the photo was uploading Hillsong United's song "Light Will Shine" came on!*** Yeah God, you are fun!

With one light, Christ, He lights up everything. Exposes the darkness. It's your guide. You don't have to be scared or afraid.

When I was in college somehow I became a RA (resident assistant) and I spent hours cutting out these stars to hang on the ceiling and walls and it was all brought on by this verse that rocked my world.

"Do everything without complaining or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, children of God without fault in a crooked and depraved generation, in which you shine like stars in the universe as you hold out the word of life-- in order that I may boast on the day of Christ that I did not run or labor for nothing." ~Philippians 2:14-16

Death of A Kernel

I don't know about you but there are certain parts of the Bible that really catch my attention, specifically the verses that pertain to light and darkness and then those that pertain to crops, fields, food, etc. Naturally!

Today I was reading and these verses got my stomach turning.

"I tell you the truth, unless a kernel of wheat falls to the ground and dies, it remains only a single seed. But if it dies, it produces many seeds." ~Jesus in John 12:24

In context, Jesus us talking about himself dying so that many would come to him and have eternal life.

Then I started thinking, what am I dying to? What am I giving up so that many more seeds can be produced? If we are supposed to be like Christ then we should be dying to something. Yes, we can chill out and be a kernel living our "normal" everyday lives... just like everyone else... following the same routine. OR you can allow yourself to die, to give up something major, or to live a different lifestyle so that more seeds can be produced.

This probably looks different for everyone but what you need to figure out is: What are you doing that may cause you to, in a sense, die, or give up something major so that more may know Christ?

Jesus continues to say,

"The man who loves his life will lose it, while the man who hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life. Whoever serves me must follow me; and where I am, my servant also will be. My Father will honor the one who serves me." ~Jesus (John 12:25-26)

Bucket List

In middle school I started this list of things I wanted to do before I die. Without having much "life-experience" I had basic things like finish high school, go to college, graduate from both, fly in an airplane, go out of the country, etc... you know, all of the basic ones. Now those have come and gone and after returning from Asia I started making a new list. A few months ago I started watching the (documentary) TV show "The Buried Life" about 4 guys that made a list of 100 things to do before they "kick the bucket" and whenever they cross one thing off, they help a stranger do the same. It isn't the most moral show or whatever but the overall idea of it is fantastic!

After watching a few episodes of this show I started remembering times I've said, "I've always wanted to do that" and started making a more serious list. Over the past few weeks I've checked off 3 items which has really got me pumped so I'm going to share with you this list in hopes that maybe you could help me cross something off! Here we go:

*help deliver a baby

*surf in Indonesia

*live in a camper for a month

*sky dive

*go to Yellowstone Park

*go deep-sea fishing

*see a boxing match

*attend a Celtic festival (done- Winston Salem NC, 2013)
*be in a movie

*eat monkey

*dance in the park

*run a race (done- New Bern 2010) 
*jump off a bridge

*check someone's ears in the doctors office

*run through the airport

*use an Epi. pen

*kiss in the rain (don't hate on me, its my list) (done- Greg Fry 2012) 
*see the Northern Lights

*drive a stick-shift with no problems

*attend a ball

*see a step/stomp competition

*visit: Washington, Oregon, Colorado, Hawaii, Alaska, & Maine

*swim with sharks

*get hitched (done- with Greg Fry Sept 1, 2012)
*go to: Africa, New Zealand, Greece, Brazil, Chile, Tahiti

*find $5

*change oil in a car (done- Winter 2012, taught by Greg Fry) 
*change a flat tire

*drive a riding lawnmower (done- at the Wright house in Winchester, VA 2009)

Bucket List items I've CROSSED OFF!!!

*ride an elephant (08')

*see all the oceans (07'-08')

*visit the West coast (08')

*see the Grand Canyon (08')

*graduate from high school & college (03' & 09')

*fly (07')

*go to another country (07')

*eat something crazy (07'- eaten: worms, rat, pig intestine, live shrimp, alligator)

*change a life (85')

*fall in love

*learn another language (99')

*make it rain (95'?)

*baptize someone (Caroline- RCSC 11')

*go to a drive-in movie (with Rachel Thayer, summer 11')

*shoot a gun (w/ Mr.Thomas, 12g sawed-off shot gun, Summer 11')

*learn a dance (95')

*go to NYC (05'?)

*first kiss

*swim in the ocean during a hurricane (06')

*drive all night/day (from the NMC, Nov. 09')

*learn to surf (02')

*run in the rain

"Advocates of Change"

This evening I'm reading "Anthropology for Christian Witness" by Charles Kraft and these things stood out to me on advocating change. Maybe you can apply some of these things to your life : ) Note: This is straight from the book.

* Persons from outside a society cannot implement change within that society.

* Outsiders can only recommend. They may, however, recommend persuasively. We call such recommenders advocates.

* Those who respond positively to the recommendations of outsiders are called acceptors.

*Acceptors, as soon as they put the change into practice, become implementors or innovators (Barnett).

* Implementors who get excited about a change and recommend it to others (either by word or deed) become advocates within their societies.

Who/What are you an advocate for?

Prayer

(Picture: Taken in the beautiful and free Fort Worth Botanical Gardens.)

Crazy to think but the end of the quarter has come! The pressure is on and new classes will begin on Monday.

If you are close with me then you know that I start doing things at the last minute when the pressure is higher and then I can whip through it. Since its the end of the quarter, I see in my syllabus' that I have 14 assignments to complete along with 5.5 books to read. Yeah. It's slightly intense. As I type, I'm procrastinating while at the same time glad that I've completed 17 assignments and have read 5 or 6 books.

Praise: Friends, family and churches have began partnering with me in prayer, encouragement and financially. Wow! What a blessing it has been! Thank you all for your continuous love that you show! Also, a praise is meeting so many new people from all over that are focused in having a hand in Bible translation. Its been a praise to have housemates and friends that that have vehicles so that I can groceries, see TX and go to church. Thank God for amazing classes that have taught me so much and continue to broaden my understanding.

Prayer Requests: Pray for more people to become aware about the people groups around the world who do not have the Bible. The past few weeks I have become aware of many friends that are dealing with some major things in their lives that have become pressing, pray for healing and strength. Pray for more partners. Pray for steadfastness and understanding as I complete the remaining 14 assignments. Pray for my teammates as some are pregnant, in language school, back in Asia from being here to welcome their first grandchild and working on building relationships and the future direction of the team.

Welcome to Texas! Into Week 3

Actually I've been in Dallas for two weeks now! The first week was filled with picking up a load of books, getting a key card, setting up the house, meeting new people at various house parties, grocery shopping, and catching up with friends. My very first day of classes were cancelled due to snow (as you can see on the right) and the fear of more which turned out to melt throughout the day but now we're in the full swing of things!

Right now I'm currently taking Anthropology and Biblical Reflection on Mission which together we have 12 books and 2 sets of copied material to read. I'm not one that loves to read a ton and I haven't been in school for a while so its been a little odd trying to get back into the routine

. Nonetheless, I've already learned a lot and have been reminded of many things which were forgotten.

On Thursday I sent out my first prayer letter/card!!! It's been in the works for a very long time but I was waiting for certain things to be ready before I sent it out. The letters and cards were sent to everyone that I had addresses for and/or signed up at Two Rivers Church to be on the mailing list. If you are reading this and would like to receive a prayer card and/or receive updates, please send me your info., I'd be happy to send you one! As I was walking to the mail box I started just getting knots of excitement in my stomach! Two of my housemates prayed with me and I dropped them off into the USPS system! So far I haven't heard if anyone has received them yet.

God has definitely blessed me with an amazing house of ladies and a wonderful/very affordable home which has been named "The House of Awesome"(which is the house in the picture above) We've had a few guests to visit our new home but we actually had an "moving on the block" party on Saturday where we were blown away by the company, food, games and conversations! Each of us that live here are uniquely different but get along extremely well and we each represent Guinea, W Africa; Papua New Guinea, Thailand, SE Asia and undecided.! Our home decor represents these countries; for example, there is a sword with 7 different daggers in its case in the center of the room!